瑞玢的左眼

oh, fuck.. i'm fucking tires as shit...
i could barely move..
i got about 2 hours of sleep in the afternoon, aubrey came over around 8pm, i let her sleep for an hour, then we started working on our colour theory project..Orz
and, we called Matt again...LOL
we all fell asleep around 4:30am, then he went home.. thx, matty, you brought us food again..you're the best...

don't make it sound like i've done nothing at all..
don't just sit around and make me feel guilty and shit,
jesus fucking christ..
why the fuck did i do? i don't need this shit?!
i don't have to fucking suffer from all these crap again..!

after all the bad shit that has been happening recently..
actually, i got no one to blame, cuz i obviously brought it upon myself..
anyways, the good has finally come..

dear fucking god.....
i'm 20......
O-L-D

cousin James's birthday..
happy b-day, james!although we never really hung out..
never really know each other that well..
never really much of anything between us..
but DNA bond drew us together,
i wish you the best and the bestest..!

lots of cancers in our family..
me, you, my dad, our uncle, and i think your dad is one as well..
jesus..lol
i was just talking to my dad last night about your birthday.. both of us remembered you were a cancer, but none of us remembered the exact date..lol [sorry]
but somehow, today, holy fuck, IS your birthday..! i still can't believe the amazing-ness of this.. too much of a coincidence..LOL thank god i brought the chess set over today.. when uncle told me today's your birthday, i wuz in shock..lol.. so when i went to walmart and bought the candles, i bought a wrapper as well... i wrapped the chess set since uncle told me they never had a proper birthday before.. so i wanted to give him a chance to eat the cake and open up a present..
the cake has both of our name on it since this thursday is yours, and the next is mine..lol.. and you made me a FF7 movie's DVD.. we exchanged presents and shared a birthday party..
today wuz fucking rad..
talked to uncle as well....
love talking to him..
dad told me he needed someone to talk to, so i guess i wuzn't really bothersome..
still didn't stay over night..
didn't feel comfortable enough to stay over.. i love my own bed...

so far the english class has been pretty awesome.. i guess when class level goes up, students's level goes up as well.

today is the lunch with luch at Paesano's..lol

i'm sorry...
i'm so sorry...
i'd take it all back if i could...

haven't really been happy for a while..
are things finally turning around now?

went over to see Aileen and Albert as Aileen asked..
haven't seen both of my cousins for a while..
drove Albert to the airport two months ago, but not Aileen..
haven't seen her in years..!

D-day..again..

this show is FUCKING awesome!

TR 8:00-10:50am Huber

ENG 432.001 US-History / Aesthetics Film 3hr.
TR 2:00-4:30pm Gerald Duchovnay


IS 151.001 Intergrade Science 4hr.
MWF 9:00-9:50am
Lab IS151.306 81439
W 1:00-2:50pm

HIST 121.003 History to 1877 3hr.
MWF 10:00-10:50am

MUS 323.001 Music History I 3hr.
MWF 08:00 am-08:50 am