瑞玢的左眼

directed by Ron Howard
-Tom Hanks
-Audrey Tautou
-Ian McKellen

SURVEY

oh, that's it..
i've had it..
she fucked up bad this time..
i don't care how much we had together..
this is it..
our sweet friendship stops here.. right here.. right this moment....

from Dirty Dancing - the Havana Nights
watched it again.. never really into nigger music.. but movie soundtracks always got the bests of all.. won't hurt to listen, thu.. recomendedthe movie wuz simple but complicated at the same time..talked about revolutions and stuff.. not just for the Cuban, but also the girl herself..
she moved from America, although her family and other white riches were still living in the same life style they lived in U.S., still going to their own country club and shit, she, on the other hand, has the courage to try to fit in to the life of all Cubans. i guess it touches me because she's everything i want to be.. it was a revolution for her, and she made it.. when my mom took me over here, i used to blame her for making stay in a place where i'm the only asian kid in school. it was way too hard to fit in.. there are no words to explain what i have been trough to get to the point where i'm standing right now.. for them to accept me here. now when i look back, i guess if i have to take someone over to another country, i will probably do the same as my mom did to me.. take that person to a complete new world when there're only native speakers around. maybe that person would never fit in, maybe that person will hate me for the rest of their life, maybe that person would never fit in after all.. but it's a shot worth taking.. i mean what's the point of moving to a different country but you still hang out with all the chinks and still live in the china town? eh?

didn't really finish that movie last night.. eletricity went off because of the storm. anyways.. i remember the ending thu...:p

today wuz HOT as hell.....(-_-) the storm seemed like just a dream.. totally skipped art class cuz i finished the drawing last night, there wuz no point sitting in the room and do nothing. when to Henderson building.. chased a cat.... again.... but of course, didn't get it...... again
then to the Hall of Language to see if i can get to see Charles's work before the opening tonight. Eric wuz behind me the whole time.. i didn't hear him till he got really close. i turned with a shocking face, he laughed.
god, it's so good to see him again at last! we talked about some random stuff.. then about cats again

i've had it...
i'm done..
fuck that piece of shit childish woman..
NO! i mean "GIRL"!
fucking bitch..

today... is freezing as fuck..
i fucking hate Texas.. weather's so unstable..
and my cats are acting like total lunatics, too..

by Keith Urban..

i'm done.. toast.. through..
i cannot work like this..

dear god... you got to be kidding me.....

A ROBERT REDFORD FILM

CAST.
Ralph Fiennes - CHARLES VAN DOREN
John Turturro - HERB STEMPEL
Rob Morrow - DICK GOODWIN

"I Found A Reason"

LOL..

Memories of our time together
Street with a hidden stalker
In the pale moonlight,
Night let go of the murderer