瑞玢的左眼

don't make it sound like i've done nothing at all..
don't just sit around and make me feel guilty and shit,
jesus fucking christ..
why the fuck did i do? i don't need this shit?!
i don't have to fucking suffer from all these crap again..!first off, they broke my damn computer and did not wake me up, just totally re-install the fucking system all by themselves. then when i woke up, they told me the cat broke it... well, sure.. if the fucking cat broke the shit, why did you have to feel so fucking guilty and reinstall the system without telling me, huh?! sick and tired of my shit?! I'M FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF YOUR SHIT, FUCKING BITCH!! now, oh-so-mighty steve got into a fucking private school, i ain't going no-fucking-where. i don't need their shit money.. too bad they have to support me..
living like this, i rather just fucking die..
telling me i spend more money than anyone else in the family. well, fuck... first of all, i did not fucking ask for it... i did not ask to come here, i did not ask for a car, i did not ask for anything but needs.. i did not fucking ask for anything but school and career related requirements. we needed a second digital camera, i got it. my computer died.. laptop is needed. besides, he promised me one. what the fuck else? a fucking concert?! i have never been to a real fucking concert with a real fucking famous band. new year eve, he gets to go hang out with friends, i never got to go anywhere! not even just some place with MY friends whom i hadn't seen in years..! WTF, BITCH!! fucking die, assholes..... just end my agony once and for all.....
if you can't support me, then cut me loose! because you can't satisfy me anyway.. everyone's better off without me.. probably including myself..
goddamn it, fuck! i'm too angry to write anything else at this point..
wanna make everything clear?!... i drove at least 24 fucking hours taking all of you north and east.. who can pay for my fucking mental damages?! huh?! who can fucking pay for my fucking brain cells?!...
set the fucking date so fucking late, but won't take the damn responsibility, and now wanna change the date... fucking whore... fucking stupid whore...