瑞玢的左眼

today is the lunch with luch at Paesano's..lolbecause Rosas said that she wuz "busy" and wanted us to wait for her if she couldn't make it on time.. and the night before, aubrey wuz being bossy about making matt to join us. so last night i called matt and asked him to come.. totally sounded like a date...=_=.. i bet it didn't come out right at all.. cuz i wuz trying to fix him with aubrey.... and today, he moved me up to his first place on his top 8... i have his password, and i always put aubrey in the first place... he finally figured out a way to change it...Orz
despite the fact that he wuz falling for me, we, me, aubrey, lucia, and him, all had fun today.. we at salad at paesano's then to the coffee shop for some coffee.. just talked around the random world to deaf......<3
although i wuzn't really satisfied with matt coming alone with us girls.. cuz he wuz still an outsider in this group... but for aubrey, i guess i just have to let it go for once.. thank god Rosas didn't show up... two ppl who talk too much is too much..lol
later on that night.. i tried to finish my bibliography for english.. i got total of 7 articles so far.. i'm shooting for an A here, so i've got to work harder than that.. i got the whole weekend.. so no need to rush..
BUT! Matt messaged me like 2:30am or something.. i wuz fucking asleep.. but since he woke me up, i told him i wuz awake.. BUT..! i never thought he wuz just gonna SHOW UP!... like 3 in the morning..!=口= without fucking warning me..jesus fucking christ..... i hate love triangles... they're all shit... and i cannot fucking believe i still can't escape that...=_=|||| i thought dylan and laine were the last shit that would ever happened to me.. i worked too fucking hard to get that triangle fixed.. i cannot do another one... besides, i'm not avaliable anyway.. and i bet he knows that, too..! what a dork.....
i need to figure out a way to get rid of him....lol