why do all these crap keep on happening to me, to all of uswhile we were having fun watching Walken's movies. second later, Laine's in the hospital.....
we went up there to visit him today, me, meg, ben, james, sarah, and rosas. he wuz in the other room with the doctor. it wuz getting late, so i took Rosas home and went back over there again. and i finally saw him..
he has gotten really skinny ever since he got back from his dads, but today, he looked awful....i've never seen anyone as pale as he is right now..he could barely talk to us. i wuz so fucking sad, then i called Steph in New York cuz i needed to get my fucking mind outta him for a while.. thank god most of friends showed up from time to time..
few days ago, dylan and he came over to my place, we talked, we laughed, we watched Beetlejuice.. two of the most important ppl i hav. i luv him so much i cannot lose him.
he finally passed out now. so i came back home with ben and meg. everybody wuz tired as shit. i should go to bed too. maybe i'll see him tomorrow.
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