瑞玢的左眼

yes..suppose to snow tonight..or tomorrow night....
basically means no school tomorrow afternoon or the day after lolMonday, Aubs's sister took Loki and Amaya to have them fixed. when she dropped them off around 6-ish, they looked horrible....loki cried all night, amaya could barely walk. they both cried all night long..one right after another. it pained me so bad to see them like that. but thank god they are okay now...
amaya is still tired and all. but forgive me to say it, she looks lovable this way LOL
i barely sleep last night, but i went to the math class anyway. it wuz our head director who wuz subbing us today. jeez, i never knew he's hot like that lmao..
we spent as much time as we could to do the review, so we actually stayed in the room till the end.. when i walked out Eric wuz already outside. we spoke on the phone last thursday twice. but i dunno what got into me today, i knew he wuz gonna be there, and i saw him too (thu he prolly didn't know that i saw him), but i didn't even say hi or anything, i just turned around and walked off.........
he's the first person i wanted to see and i walked off on him..
i guess it wuz just because me and dylan are finally getting alone better these days and um trying to keep that going for a long long time.. i might not luv him the best, but he's the one i will keep on loving and the one i prolly would hold on to..
maybe since now all the stress has been solved, my longing of getting away is over. so all the Eric thing is over too..
though i know no matter how much i want the school to be close on thursday, there's still a huge part of me want to go to school cuz that would be the very last time i see him this semester.....
i guess um just trying to keep the old friends and making new friends at the same time and sometimes these two things cannot be crossed and i somehow crossed them alittle, and that's how it got all fucked up and shit.

later on today, after art class i went to pick up aubrey from work then went to her house.. talked with her and her mom for few hours. got my mind off of things alittle...very helpful
came back to do my self portrait......pissed off again LOL