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haven't really seen Eric in quit a while, so today, since Aubrey didn't come to Colour Theory class, i didn't have her following me everywhere, i decided to dress up a bit to find Eric...
it was freezing cold, i was wearing the long dress i bought in Taiwan, with that black/white stripe high-collar shirt inside, then with 鬼洗 jeans... also brooks' brother's hat... i was looking all girly and shit today, i'd say...lol..
as i waited downstairs of the BA building. i look over some flyers, and i almost got my ass busted when i peaked through the stairs to check if he's out already because he was standing right there talking to his professor...Orz... i walked towards him. he tried to scared me as usual. i waited on him while he was talking about his major changing stuff with the professor. i threw my scarf at him while they were talking so i could put my hat back on..lol.. then we stood outside the BA and talked for a while.. just random stuff.. a lot of things.. i asked him how was the concert, the halloween party thingy.. he said taht they never went.. he was wearing that white hat again today.. i missed that billabong hat..<3 then we talked about school again.. i asked what classes was he taking next semester. he said he didn't know because he changed his major and all.. i said that i quit art, too..lol.. then about transferring and all... i said that i had to go to art building to talk to my advisor, he said that he might have to go talk to his as well.. we were both exhusted.. i told him that i had a bad trip when i went back to taiwan weeks ago and i just didn't feel like doing anything anymore.. he said that he felt the same.. and he told me that he broke up with his g/f after dating for about 6 years.... i bet he was upset and depressed at the same time because when i asked him what happened, he was all pissed and didn't wanna talk about it. although he did tell me later on, about how she wanted more committment, like, marrying her or some shite.. but he told her that he couldn't marry her, he's still in college and all.. and he doesn't even know what he wants to do for his life... he was right.. but i wuz still in shock... i didn't know what to say at all... all i said was "wow" and "damn"...Orz..
i guess later on, we both figured we couldn't just stand outside the BA building forever, he mentioned that he's done for the day, and since i told him i had to go to the art building, so he asked me "do you wanna walk this way?" i don't know if he really wanted to walk me there or he was really heading to the journalism building.. because when i headed to the Ag building instead of art building, he stood at the cross road, looked all confused and asked me "oh, is he in there?" and pointed at the Ag building.. i said "he might, i don't know"
when we crossed the street, he warned me about the up coming truck.. when we got there, he saw his friend Jermiah(?), so i let them talk and went into the Ag building.. i didn't really wanna sign up for classes there, so i just grabbed a form then walked out.. heading towards the art building.. he was still there talking to his friend.. i got into the art building, signed up for a few hours to sit in the gallery.. when i got out, he was still there..! i was real happy.. i waited a bit, see if they'd finish their conversation in a bit.. but they didn't, so i just decided to walk towards them anyway....
i walked up to him, kicked his backpack. so his friend sensed that he should probably leave us alone..lol.. it was funny.. he was all like "yeah, i should get going..etc"....lmao..
it was me and him again.... he asked me "how'd it go?" i told him about how i told my advisor that i didn't wanna take any art classes next semester, but he told me to think about it..think about it hard...[yeah, i was lying, sue me..] he laughed.. then we both headed towards the journalism building.... we talked alot... really alot.... he asked me about my parents.. why they were so strict and all, what'd they do. i told him that they're all college professors.. he freaked..lol.. i don't know why we walked this way.. does he just suddenly decided to go talk to his councilor because i said i was gonna go talk to mine? or maybe he wanted to walk with me too? we talked about bunch of random stuff... his new programing job in dallas, radio answered his question on air, he was real excited.. how we worried about going blind and getting hunchback for sitting infront of the computer for too long..lmao.. i just love talking to him.....
when we got to the journalism building.. i let him go inside to talk to his councilor, he was surprised i think.. he asked if i was leaving.. i didn't realize untill later on that maybe he wanted me to go with him.. maybe he wanted my moral support.. maybe he wanted to hang out with me for a bit longer.. fuck.... i guess i blew it again...lol...
i shall try harder next tuesday before i go to the gallery opening......
it was freezing cold, i was wearing the long dress i bought in Taiwan, with that black/white stripe high-collar shirt inside, then with 鬼洗 jeans... also brooks' brother's hat... i was looking all girly and shit today, i'd say...lol..
as i waited downstairs of the BA building. i look over some flyers, and i almost got my ass busted when i peaked through the stairs to check if he's out already because he was standing right there talking to his professor...Orz... i walked towards him. he tried to scared me as usual. i waited on him while he was talking about his major changing stuff with the professor. i threw my scarf at him while they were talking so i could put my hat back on..lol.. then we stood outside the BA and talked for a while.. just random stuff.. a lot of things.. i asked him how was the concert, the halloween party thingy.. he said taht they never went.. he was wearing that white hat again today.. i missed that billabong hat..<3 then we talked about school again.. i asked what classes was he taking next semester. he said he didn't know because he changed his major and all.. i said that i quit art, too..lol.. then about transferring and all... i said that i had to go to art building to talk to my advisor, he said that he might have to go talk to his as well.. we were both exhusted.. i told him that i had a bad trip when i went back to taiwan weeks ago and i just didn't feel like doing anything anymore.. he said that he felt the same.. and he told me that he broke up with his g/f after dating for about 6 years.... i bet he was upset and depressed at the same time because when i asked him what happened, he was all pissed and didn't wanna talk about it. although he did tell me later on, about how she wanted more committment, like, marrying her or some shite.. but he told her that he couldn't marry her, he's still in college and all.. and he doesn't even know what he wants to do for his life... he was right.. but i wuz still in shock... i didn't know what to say at all... all i said was "wow" and "damn"...Orz..
i guess later on, we both figured we couldn't just stand outside the BA building forever, he mentioned that he's done for the day, and since i told him i had to go to the art building, so he asked me "do you wanna walk this way?" i don't know if he really wanted to walk me there or he was really heading to the journalism building.. because when i headed to the Ag building instead of art building, he stood at the cross road, looked all confused and asked me "oh, is he in there?" and pointed at the Ag building.. i said "he might, i don't know"
when we crossed the street, he warned me about the up coming truck.. when we got there, he saw his friend Jermiah(?), so i let them talk and went into the Ag building.. i didn't really wanna sign up for classes there, so i just grabbed a form then walked out.. heading towards the art building.. he was still there talking to his friend.. i got into the art building, signed up for a few hours to sit in the gallery.. when i got out, he was still there..! i was real happy.. i waited a bit, see if they'd finish their conversation in a bit.. but they didn't, so i just decided to walk towards them anyway....
i walked up to him, kicked his backpack. so his friend sensed that he should probably leave us alone..lol.. it was funny.. he was all like "yeah, i should get going..etc"....lmao..
it was me and him again.... he asked me "how'd it go?" i told him about how i told my advisor that i didn't wanna take any art classes next semester, but he told me to think about it..think about it hard...[yeah, i was lying, sue me..] he laughed.. then we both headed towards the journalism building.... we talked alot... really alot.... he asked me about my parents.. why they were so strict and all, what'd they do. i told him that they're all college professors.. he freaked..lol.. i don't know why we walked this way.. does he just suddenly decided to go talk to his councilor because i said i was gonna go talk to mine? or maybe he wanted to walk with me too? we talked about bunch of random stuff... his new programing job in dallas, radio answered his question on air, he was real excited.. how we worried about going blind and getting hunchback for sitting infront of the computer for too long..lmao.. i just love talking to him.....
when we got to the journalism building.. i let him go inside to talk to his councilor, he was surprised i think.. he asked if i was leaving.. i didn't realize untill later on that maybe he wanted me to go with him.. maybe he wanted my moral support.. maybe he wanted to hang out with me for a bit longer.. fuck.... i guess i blew it again...lol...
i shall try harder next tuesday before i go to the gallery opening......
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